Daily Diary

Saturday, May 31st

I am loving the way my promo content is turning out. Check it out:

Video gallery one (click on the pictures-they are video trailers)
Photo gallery one
Photo gallery two

There is such a long way to go in becoming current in on line video production...the more I learn the more I realize what else I need to learn! This quest started about 3 years ago. Finally, I am seeing fruition.

Although the production of FemDom videos keeps me quite busy, most of my recent days have been spent gardening. Every summer I get carried away with flower and vegetable gardens. This year is no different. Last week I had a white picket fence installed around my vegetable garden. I planted wild flowers where the pumpkin patch was last year and high bush blueberries in a spot where I had originally envisioned annuals. Man, on man, am I fighting off the temptation to dive into wild rose bushes...at least for this year.

Altogether, I am loving life. Choose how you spend your time carefully. Put your whole heart into everything you do. You just may end up with a fantastic FemDom business and a whole lot of sweet red peppers. At least, that has been my life experience so far. ;-)

Monday, May 26th

I continue to have entirely too much fun. There are never enough hours in the day...but that compliant aside, life is pretty good. I had an expected blast with a tripod and a new ball busting buddy this morning. The video came out pretty good.

A large portion of my time has been spent putting a new affiliate program together. It is rather difficult to explain the interworking of an affiliate program. It really isn't important to anyone who isn't a website professional. However, the site does make good eye candy for everyone. Take a peek: www.clubdomcash.com I still have a way to go in putting the promotional tools together. I just love the way it is coming together...especially the sparking "S" that looks like a dollar bill sign and the partial animation of Jean Bardot. It is just enough "Las Vegas tacky" to stand out without without taking away from how darn cute the design is.

Sunday, March 9th

Is it spring yet? It has been a good while since I've updated the diary page. One of these days I will take this web site down. I do not accept many sessions these days. My time is spent making FemDom videos. I LOVE bringing obscure female dominant fantasies to LIFE. Maybe I shouldn't love it but I do! My videos are among the most popular in the world. No kidding! The success tickles me. More than just a couple of folks enjoy my kinked out fantasies put to videos.

It is a real kick that discussion forums from Japan to Tin buck Too are conversing about my videos. 99% of the reviews are favorable but this is my favorite. LOL:

"...This goes to show you what hostile lesbians are capable of. I wouldn't treat my dog like that. I will never look at women in the same way. I don't mean that in a good way..."

December 21st

Mid month I shot with Jean Bardot, Anastasia Pierce and a handful of the best male subs anyone could hope to fine. We had an amazing time. I can't quite get Photoshop to agree the photo album's name...but here is a peek at the fun we had.

http://www.clubdom.com/Keys

Tuesday, November 20th

Wild turkeys are entertaining to no end. No, I do not mean at the dinner table. Wild turkeys frequent my home. They toddle through my front lawn. They chase each other around the pond in my back yard. Without meaning to, the "gaggle" or "flock" or whatever a group of wild turkeys should be called have endeared themselves to my heart. All spring and summer long, the Momma turkeys keep after their babies. Every once in a while the male turkeys come out. Aren't the male's the bee's knees?! They seem to think so. The male turkeys strut around, flaring their feathers and gobbling at each other as if they are in a big time wresting match. Meanwhile, the female turkeys and babies flee from the male's silly gobbling and "stand downs" with each other. It was just too wonderful to watch all year. Now..I am already a vegetarian. I have been for twenty one years. It has bothered me, as it does every year, to buy a turkey and prepare it for people to eat. So, I bought this year's turkey from "Whole Foods," At least it hadn't been injected with hormones or bad things. It was a "free range turkey." I guess this means the turkey farm goes out of it's way to see that the bird has had a good life before the axe comes down. There was a "young turkey" label stamped on the potential brother of the bird that could have been toddling through my yard in April. All the way around, I KNOW, that I should get past this vegetarian thing but I can't. It isn't as if animals can have the interaction that people do. It simply feels barbaric to eat them. *Sigh*

Sunday, October 28th

Where does the time go? Most years I go all out for Halloween. The decorations are so much fun. I was planning on dressing up the sulky used in the New York shoot to a carry a headless horseman and putting it in the front yard. Alas, all that made it to my lawn this year was a small ghost and a couple of fiendish looking rats. After the first of the year, my schedule should calm down a bit.

Meanwhile, Dietrich and I had a blast in a video shoot with my darling richard50. richard50 came all of the way from Ohio to film with us. We branded him. Talk about a bonding experience. 4 people in a room with a flame thrower and every one realizes just how much they trust each other. Visit the photo gallery for more fun from Club Dom's most recent shoot.

Sunday, September 29th

Below is a link to a photo gallery of the shoot from last weekend. We all had such a wonderful time. This gallery is a peek behind the scenes. The actual videos are quite cruel. Although the weekend was quite a bit of work...it was so enjoyable that I can't wait to put another weekend shoot together! I feel like a kid in a candy store. I do not make time to update the diary as often as before. I rarely see new clients for sessions. I've simply been in the mood for shooting videos. Club Dom's videos just keep getting better and better if I do say so myself. ;-) If you would like to keep up with my shooting adventures, my pay per view store is always updated.

Photo Gallery of the NY Shoot

Monday, September 3rd

Today, I am proud. The video shot with Jade Tiger came out STELLAR! Usually I shoot 5 minute clips. Some of them are thought provoking but most of them are shot just for straight action. "Meal Ticket" and "The Proposition" were very good full video shoots. I am especially fond of "Meal Ticket." The latest video with Jade was simply awesome. I feel great about it. I am gearing up to film more meaty FemDom videos. Call FemDom fantasies what we will. There are no less than three thousand emotions involved in any FemDom experience. Capturing at least a few of them on film is somehow gratifying for me. Heck, I am having the time of my life. Even if I am the only one who enjoys my videos, it is like Clock Work Orange meets Extremities meets Deliverance meets Cool Hand Luke meets a self indulgent Dominatrix. Crucified and Castrated is pretty cool for what we could pull of in an afternoon. Truly, I am having more fun than anyone ought to.

Saturday, September 1st

Tomorrow I am heading to Mistress Jade's new digs in New Haven, Connecticut to film. Jade has a great amount of out door privacy. She is setting up both an out door and indoor playground to lose your mind for. This fall we will be shooting a FemDom vampire video. I will be hiring a special effect make up artist to help us do it in the most believable manner. We are having custom fangs made. For months I've been thinking about special effects and how to pull them off with all of the eroticism of an active fantasy life and none of the cheese of late night scary movies. Finally, the most simple solution occurred to me: Hire a special effect professional. There are so many deeply erotic femdom fantasies kicking around my head that bringing them to life in a video has me very excited. In the meantime, I've been trying to decide who really has more fun, blonds or brunettes.

Saturday, August 18th

This time of the year is always bitter sweet. The weather is amazing. The late blooming flowers are some of the sweetest of the season...but, always, "Where did the summer go?" This year Jean Bardot, Mistress A'IE, Jade Tiger and a few friends will be sending the warm days off with a bash. Come September we are renting one heck of a mountain top home in upstate New York. We'll be filming incredible femdom videos by day and relaxing in the hot tub at night while our slaves fetch our drinks. Videos continue to be a blast. I am having so much fun with new looks. In general I am not big on make up. In sessions, light lip gloss and a leather bikini suits me just fine. Creating femdom drama, however, is an entirely new way of thinking. It requires a constantly changing wardrobe and daring make up. I am loving putting the video projects together. In fact, the new challenge is blood pumping grand. This fall I have two new video lines planned. Alien domination will be the first. I know that sounds odd but it will be soooooo hot. Adult films with any kind of theme generally comes off as cheesy. However, I am confident that my alien abduction videos will be extremely erotic and slightly disturbing. Mistress A'IE and I have been filming with themes. It has been working. It has been working because it is real, raw human emotion with an emphasis on action. "The Proposition" which we made for Ruthless Vixen and is also available pay per view @ http://www.clips4sale.com/studio/9085 was really wicked. Oh, man. It was cruel. Bringing life to the FemDom fantasies that we all had as kids is more fun than anyone should be having.

Friday, August 10th

It has been forever and a day since I've updated the diary. Well...actually it has been one month and ten days but doesn't forever and a day sound a lot better? This summer was wonderful but hectic. There was just no chance to catch my breath, let alone stay up on email. I sincerely hope that no one is offended when I don't respond to email. My schedule is just crazy these days. So are my videos. "Blonds have more balls." That is the name of the video this photo comes from. The video was incredibly intense in the making. In a femdom mode, look at this photo: It doesn't get any sexier. In the real world...the contrast makes me laugh. Wouldn't every business woman love to have her boss in this position? Wouldn't most stay at home mothers like do to this to their husband at the end of the day? It isn't funny but it is. Giddy up, sweetheart.

The navigation system in my new car is driving me bonkers. No matter where I am, I know how to get to Boston. I set the gps in my car two weeks ago and cannot figure out how to "unset" it. With every corner, every turn, every one fourth of a mile, a sweet voice interjects into my favorite song to tell me how to get to the Cole Haan store on Newbury Street. Leave it to me. lol. Meanwhile, I am having a great time filming. I hear from so many people that they are "blogging" to build traffic before they start filming. I stopped focusing on writing in my diary in order to have time to film. Maybe I am just always a bit backwards, but well, heck, I've got to follow my heart. So far it, works. If you want to know how to get to the great shopping areas in Boston, call me up. I know the route well. :-)

Oh goody. I am going to Ohio the first week of July. Although I am not accepting many sessions these days, I can't pass up an opportunity to work with Lady Sage. The Ohio boys have a soft spot in my heart anyway. Lady Sage will be booking our sessions.

A few weeks ago, my sever had a hard drive failure. It wiped out a good part of this site. The videos and photos on Club Dom were on my local drive. They were not lost but Club Dom took some time to restore. The "live writing" was lost. It is a shame. I had diary entries from 1999 that are gone now. Sentimental things. I've never been much a pack rat anyway.

This site is long over due for a revamping. Like bell bottoms blue jeans or a retro 50's look, eventually front page and crude use of html may have come back in style. Ah well. It is a fine time to re work this web site. It is a matter of time for when I can make it a priority. These days I do not accept many sessions. There just isn't time. Videos are the main of what I do now. It is somewhat funny, from scripting, to lighting to editing, I do it all. From a Mistress with every detail at her whim to being a slave to the camera and what sells...what a change! I walked away from "as much paid for play time" as a person could imagine to actually working for a living. I just reached a point in time when I felt the need for a new challenge even if it made a for a lot more work. How many margaritas can a person drink on the beach? Every experience I had in sessions...from good bad and out right plaid, makes it into my videos. I enjoy sitting back and orchestrating scenes in a way that was never possible to capture on film when they were live.

Eventually I will remodel this site and put some sort of "news and updates" on the diary. In the meantime, I will check in now and again.